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Like I promised
This is for you
Before they call you in
Unreachable for two full years

Tiny island
Very nice manners
Purity
Turned into blushes

I liked very much

That dimension we both seek
Really is there
I smiled
And smiled
And smiled

And then you smiled too

No need to hide
Told everybody about a good time
Enjoyable and lovely
Nice sharing it always was

Happy is the word
For whatever kind of life
You are going to live
And it will be me too
Who thinks about you just right
Remembering you as the younger self
So simple and sweet and trusting
Living all over again

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Should I
Or should I not
Write a poem about you

You know quite well how to hurt people
Acting like you were totally popular

Boy
The truth is
I gave you a chance
And you messed with it

Not serious
But honest
I tried

What about you and her
And why does it have anything to do with me
Sweet little boy
Don't you know you are far too young
To play games with me

You will never win

Ah
So I really don't know what to say
I will never see you again anyway
You think you know love
Really cute thought
So I'll leave you alone then

Maybe, as I figured
You were just too dumb
Too naive
Or lonely
In whatever way

I don't hate you and I don't resent you
Just want to say
Take care
'Coz I'm stepping into the fabulous unknown
Wish me luck
And thanks again
For those good short summer days

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  • Aug 26 Sat 2006 12:44
  • Now

Now is an ambiguous word
As if we all know what it refers to
Same goes with a million other words
That help weave the net we live in

We are so insecure
That we'd rather be struggling
Through the tangles
Than just take off those ropes
To breathe

Everyday
You wake up and go live your day
Without asking any questions
You freak out when
I talk to you about philosophy
Or when I seek simple answers from you, like
What does the Kalman Filter do

Sweet Darling
What exactly are you afraid of
That makes you so hostile to me
Everything that happened happened for a reason
What is yours then
Do you know they are talking
Talking about you and me
Are you interested at all
About what they say or what I say

Do you miss me when I'm gone
Guess not
Since you got those photos of wisdom and friendship
You will bury yourself with your lies
A successful man, I foresee
Whatever suits you, anyway
It had been wrong since the very first day you took me out for a ride

Now I'm doing pretty good
With all the things you were never able to give me
And all the things you ever gave me
Thank God they are gone
Do I pray, then
What a silly little question

Of course I do
As to what I pray for
I would say
Honey, why bother
It is not something you would ever appreciate or comprehend

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  • Apr 23 Sun 2006 15:19
  • Doomed

Am I doomed
Even Robbie Williams
Got me bored a little bit

Got up too late
Got frustrated at myself
Which I know clearly
Is f**king unnecessary

I hate Mondays
Especially the upcoming tomorrow
Stress doesn't just live during weekdays
It ruins my weekends as well

Too many tears
Wait no, I haven't cried enough
My life looks pathetic
I look pathetic
Indeed everything sucks
And everything sucks even more
When they tell me to
Look at the bright side

Carried away
By an unnamed flux
Urgh
What makes you think you know me
When I don't even know myself
And who cares if you don't understand my pain

Hey
Dirty Face
I mean me
Would you tell me what this fuzz is all about
Healing and salvation crap?
I am doomed
I know
You don't have to tell white lies
Or wrap the truth in a sugar coat

Just tell me, will you
Right away, right now
And make me end this meaningless questioning
Struggling
And killing

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睡不著,起來將 Angels 重新亂填詞,填一填發現還滿有趣的,貼上來跟大家分享。如果會唱 Angels 的人歡迎跟著唱出來,會比較好玩。(Sorry Robbie, I didn't mean to ruin your song.)

部分靈感來自 Friends 裡面 Phoebe 的 Smelly Cat。

I couldn't sleep
So I'm singing
A bunch of crappy songs of mine

Well does it sound
Like I'm fully busted with myself

When the morning shines
There's no way I'll be awake
And in the afternoon
I'll also be so much drained

What can I do
Except the speculation
Is there a rat in my room
Right there at the stove

And I have put on traps
A total four of strong ones
But they've only trapped my own feet
Should I call my friends
And make them worry
About the rat that's not there

In this silly night
When I spent the whole day fooling around
I look above
And I want to know what the hell is up there

Why am I doing this
Instead of sleep and dream
Stupid it may seem
But I am happy with it

So who am I
The blue toothbrush in my hand
My black hair in the mirror
Windows always closed

No idea what to wear
Tomorrow I walk out the door
Might look as ugly as usual
But I guess no one really cares
I'm a researcher
I'm not supposed to look good

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I don't wanna say
Whatever they don't understand
I'm having a big problem naming this ache inside my heart

They call those sentimental ones
Engineers
Those who know nothing except making wrong decisions
Country leaders
Those who don't even know how to teach a proper course
Professors
And those who follow others' footsteps
They call them artists

And I am the dumbest poet in the world
Should I or should I not speak
'Coz I know what I'm unhappy with
It's everywhere

I can't even cook a decent meal
These cabbages are younger than me
Prettier than me
And they seem to say
Come into this tiny oven, dear loser
Relax, and let us bake you instead

If you think you've got it all figured out
Think again
You never know how sad it gets
When you look at someone's face
And you know what he is saying
Much better than himself

Self detest is now coming sooner than I expect
It's right at my doorstep, those black greyish shadows
After I finish this piece it will break in and eat me up
See
And call me creepy if you may
But you will all be weeping over my bones

Although I do hope you enjoy weeping
'Coz as usual
Life goes on, why worry
And I am going to craft no more
To just leave this one living
Living in complete irony

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The hanged man
Reversed
You looked unusually upset this afternoon

Extremely anti-social
Me hidden behind those sweet smiles
If you really want
I can easily give away a hundred, a thousand
All canned
All packed up

Until they get totally rotten
Rotten nightmares
That sing evil sounds in your head

Ha
Like I do care about your feelings at all
It is myself that I really love
Can't you see
Who I see when I look into the mirror
Pathetic lier
I really don't know what you guys are thinking

Sneaky
Dark skin
Forget about honesty
They don't say what they mean
You know arrogance feeds my soul
What, then,
Is the point in guessing

Complaints? Ridiculous
Plus I can't hear any
I did come here, so and so I will leave
She belongs to him and she belongs to you
The act I play
Fully aware I am
You'd better
Wake up when you should, and
Whistle away
Self-centered, careless
Eat up all those left over
Filthy candy bars
What's the deal you said, well

Better not ask

Just go, kneel
Watch my eyes a little
And moan
And

Then leave

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Everything is misaligned
Dream with reality
Sense with sensibility

Fear disguised as anger
I am both the muse and the poet (1)
Fine, fine, fine
Will crack
But never shatter (2)

So today I thought I'm better locked up
Nobody is allowed to see
Me in such mess
Science is trying to call
To rescue me with her dichotomy (3)

But who else would I rather be
Except me

A wall so thin
Moon in mystery (4)
I'm not numb, only tired of waiting
Hourly countdown
As if
That is a good thing you've been expecting

Running away from me (5)



(1) Inspired by the line in Robbie Williams' Radio, 'I am the God of romance'.
(2) Meredith Brooks' line in Shatter, 'I may crack but I'll never shatter'.
(3) I was reading about maximum likelihood estimation of generalized Gaussian distribution (which is nontrivial) while I wrote this poem. That's why science came into play.
(4) These two lines are taking the two most famous album titles of Pink Floyd: 'The Wall' and 'Dark Side of the Moon'. The thin wall is also about my apartment wall. How magical it is with a thin wall you're able to separate the hustle bustle outside and the tranquil secret little place of mine. The moon is a symbol for chaotic emotions and confusion, as very commonly used in Western myths.
(5) 'You' can be another person, but it can as well be myself. Me wanting to run away from myself.

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  • Mar 07 Tue 2006 15:12
  • Alone

It's always easier if
I live alone
Eat alone
Drink alone
Go shopping alone

Easier if I read alone
Rock alone
Laugh alone
Weep alone
Sail alone
Drift alone

Walk home alone
Bathe in the sunshine alone
Dream alone
Dance alone
Think alone
Travel alone

Easier for me to
Set out for the mountain alone
Touch the sea alone
Get down on my knees
Burn my feet on the sand
See the flowers blossom
Watch the trains go by

And go back to my childhood
Hide my tiny self at the end of the world
Alone

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  • Mar 06 Mon 2006 05:52
愛情是假的 欲求才是真的
互相扶持是假的 不安全感的交換才是真的

木訥是假的 面具才是真的
刻板印象是假的 俊美的外表才是真的

起承轉合是假的 藏不住的蛛絲馬跡才是真的
點頭認可是假的 內心的譏諷才是真的

物以類聚是假的 不切實際的幻想才是真的

謊言是假的 距離是假的 空間也是假的

半點也不在乎 才是真的

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-- WHAT'S THE LONGEST PARAGRAPH YOU CAN COME UP WITH? --

I didn't have breakfast nor lunch but I still walked for 30 blocks. I am getting rid of Avenue Q and filling up my iPod Shuffle with Robbie Williams, but then I thought Bryan Adams is also nice. So are Linkin Park and Santana and Garden State Soundtrack. Oh and what do they have in common with the early Lene Marlin, Dido, and Nickelback? Not to mention me dancing in the Post Office to I'm In Love With My Car (1). I know I look like a weirdo but how can anyone not dance and smile to When I'm Cruising In Overdrive (2)? And must I stress again it's always nice to start your day with Seaside Rendezvous (3)? I heard some familiar music piece and thought Oh this must be Coldplay because it's so damn dorky. But later it turned out to be U2 and City of Blinding Lights. I was ashamed of myself so I started to look at the passers-by. Those sweet American girls disgust me with Oh this tiny dog is sooooo cute. No, no Jack Johnson or James Blunt please. It's true I can't live without music but I'm nothing sweet. I can't wait for spring to come because As a Matter of Fact, This World Does Revolve Around Me (4). They were like Hell you are smart but why don't you behave? They will be like Jessie you look kind of cold but you talk kind of cool. I walked and walked and saw apartment sales ads. I went to take a look and it costs about $600,000 for a Upper West Side one-bed. Mom now I've got evidence to prove it's a bad idea to buy an apartment in Manhattan. Don't even think about it because there's no way you can afford. Later I got a nikuman and a calpico (5). Yeah that's Japanese snacks I'm talking about. Images of my advisors popped up in my head while I walked past a Chinese restaurant. This T----- Ch--, damn it, you're such a ghost, why don't you go away? You get good grades, you go to nice schools, you get a decent job, but so what? It's an instinct that I tell if a certain person is my kind. I swear I can smell what they think right at the first moment and what's there on their mind. And when they look at me I want them to see what I want them to see. But over these years it has failed so many times. It's either me or them who is indeed the weirdo. Enough, I think. It's time to really be myself and shout what I want to say. Oh wait, what is this paragraph really about anyway? I wanted to break the form of a poem but I was still following those hidden rhyming rules. I've had my own poem style now but I also want to destroy. Poems are good elegant but there are still constraints. I want to be free, testing all sorts of creative possibilities. Well okay this counts as my first step. Now let's just wait and see what comes out of me.

-- POEM VERSION --

I didn't have breakfast nor lunch but I still walked for 30 blocks
I am getting rid of Avenue Q and filling up my iPod Shuffle with Robbie Williams
But then I thought Bryan Adams is also nice
So are Linkin Park and Santana and Garden State Soundtrack
Oh and what do they have in common with the early Lene Marlin, Dido, and Nickelback?

Not to mention me dancing in the Post Office to I'm In Love With My Car (1)
I know I look like a weirdo but how can anyone not dance and smile to When I'm Cruising In Overdrive (2)?
And must I stress again it's always nice to start your day with Seaside Rendezvous (3)?

I heard some familiar music piece and thought Oh this must be Coldplay because it's so damn dorky
But later it turned out to be U2 and City of Blinding Lights
I was ashamed of myself so I started to look at the passers-by
Those sweet American girls disgust me with Oh this tiny dog is sooooo cute
No, no Jack Johnson or James Blunt please
It's true I can't live without music but I'm nothing sweet

I can't wait for spring to come because As a Matter of Fact, This World Does Revolve Around Me (4)
They were like Hell you are smart but why don't you behave?
They will be like Jessie you look kind of cold but you talk kind of cool
I walked and walked and saw apartment sales ads
I went to take a look and it costs about $600,000 for a Upper West Side one-bed
Mom now I've got evidence to prove it's a bad idea to buy an apartment in Manhattan
Don't even think about it because there's no way you can afford

Later I got a nikuman and a calpico (5)
Yeah that's Japanese snacks I'm talking about
Images of my advisors popped up in my head while I walked past a Chinese restaurant
This T----- Ch--, damn it, you're such a ghost, why don't you go away?
You get good grades, you go to nice schools, you get a decent job, but so what?

It's an instinct that I tell if a certain person is my kind
I swear I can smell what they think right at the first moment and what's there on their mind
And when they look at me I want them to see what I want them to see
But over these years it has failed so many times
It's either me or them who is indeed the weirdo
Enough, I think
It's time to really be myself and shout what I want to say

Oh wait, what is this paragraph really about anyway?
I wanted to break the form of a poem but I was still following those hidden rhyming rules
I've had my own poem style now but I also want to destroy
Poems are good elegant but there are still constraints
I want to be free, testing all sorts of creative possibilities
Well okay this counts as my first step
Now let's just wait and see what comes out of me


-- NOTES --

1. This is one of Queen's song in the album 'A Night at the Opera'. It was once used as the Jaguar commercial song.
2. 'When I'm cruising in overdrive', one line of 'I'm in Love With My Car'. It got me smiling because I missed driving so much.
3. Also one of Queen's song in 'A Night at the Opera' (since this is the only album of theirs that I own right now). Didn't like it that much when I first listened, but when it gets played on an iPod while you're walking in the streets, you'll suddenly get to appreciate it. Amazing.
4. This is the sentence printed on a funny new t-shirt I just bought (btw I like this t-shirt very much, can't wait for spring or summer to come so that I can wear it, haha) (I have a teenager's mind....).
5. nikuman = 肉饅頭. calpico = 可爾必思.


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Shut down the computer
Turn off the lights
Doors locked, desk uncleaned
I am the last one, how fortunate
Heading for another unexciting end of week

No rain, no snow, only chilly
Just another ordinary Friday night
At the possibly renowned university
I don't know why
The waiter in the restaurant around the corner
Loves speaking English to me
Even though, every time, loud and clear, I always reply in Chinese

They are fighting over marriage
Or everything that happens in between
Eat your beef, drink your tea
Everybody is busy with something
So what is wrong with that stupid infatuation I enjoy so much

I hate them covering your songs
And do you know how much I want to get rid of discipline
I want it to be charisma or some kind of energy
Although I know that word belongs to you much more than to me

Been waiting for so long, and see what it has gotten me
Sometimes Korean, sometimes Japanese
Can somebody come take me to Midsummer Night Swing
Commitment, why would that be a problem if you don't even think

I wish I had made more money
But I don't want to be just another pathetic millionaire in the streets
My new landlord knows exactly how old I am
And he insists calling me by my last name
Never knew how to properly tip the delivery guy
How much would you pay for a bicycle ride in a snowy stormy night

I am running out of poem ideas
Life in New York is full of surprising routines
I guess Los Angeles should be a nicer city
Lots of sunshine and lots of simple-minded grins
Or perhaps I should relocate to Silicon Valley
Boring deserts might help ease my boring insecurity

Look I'm just joking I like it here
So very much I'll stay for another year
There's River H, my personal nickname for that thing in front of New Jersey
There's also countless museums, hosting wild artists as eerie as me
I wish I can meet all the people I wish to meet
I wish I can talk with them as if they actually knew me
Some funny figures that make me forget my disappointment which gets enormously huge
And while they drive me crazy, I'll make peace so that no one gets any serious injury

This is not going to end, is it
Don't smoke pot, don't stay up too late
Let me arrange this a bit so it confuses you even more
Don't ask me what I'm trying to say, it's a secret
Come, come to New York if you get a chance
Subways, buses, NYPD
You'll surely love it, like all the other tourists
And just around the chilly corner, what else would you expect
Stop, if you will
Of course, you'll see me standing there, shaking my groovy, idiotic head

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Being me can sometimes be very depressing
All the frustrations I will shortly make you see
Inner conflicts, clashing with all the people I met
So complicated, so hostile, so unwilling to fight over something I do not comprehend

When I tell my secrets people think I'm joking
If I'm not serious about myself why should they bother listening
For God's sake I've got too much to say
It's so overwhelming I almost cannot bear
Is there a time I can stop this endless search
Is there a place I can finally come to rest and stay

A lot of times I find myself lost between good and bad, right and wrong
Perhaps I'm too different than most people are
I have to appear self assured but I'm often not as strong
It's sad you have to keep dancing as the music plays along

Deep inside I see that pale, insecure little girl sitting on her chair
I don't know what to tell her or where to find her a friend
Look at this world, it's so intimidating, I'm too scared to walk away
One at a time, eat you up then turn you around
Are they truly enjoying themselves, or is it just a game they have to play

People tell me, you learn and grow through this pain
I've believed that ever since, until recently it starts to drain
I guess I was born a good weaver or at least a somewhat honest figure
Is God with me? I think He is, and I hope during this mist He will tenderly softly let me be

So much I've been through, yet not quite enough
How far left do I have to go for all the things I've long been dreaming of
Sleepless nights, mysterious scenes
You know, being me can sometimes be depressing
I know what advices you are probably gonna give me
Those would be very good ones so thank you very much
But still, this big problem of being me
Will you laugh it off or not, after this conversation I'll have to think again and see what it really means

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-- Navy --

What's that look, dear officer
I just woke up from a long winter night's sleep
Anything you're implying is not true
Innocent as I am, could never steal your pride or that ridiculous shoe

Go dive into the sea
Dude, I talk too much


-- Crimson --

This desire, howling, burning within me
Craving for you, for salvation, for its right to be free
Would rather be mistaken than be misled
Foolish, am I nearer to my dream or farther from my head

Go submerge into the volcano
Dude, I worry too much


-- Ivory --

I pray a little, cry a little
Blame myself a little, tease myself a little
This path I'm walking, I need another language to spell its name
I see God laughing, pushing me back into whatever hell or heaven He claims

Go fly into the air
Dude, I sleep too much

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  • Feb 11 Sat 2006 08:30
  • M----s

Let me write a poem for you
You know this poem is for you
Not romantic, perhaps even funny
But I surely believe it will do

You have that cup of coffee within your reach
While we all hold our breath listening to that speech
I have no idea what you're scribbling on your notepad
The printer's off, we're good to go

So you play the piano don't you
In the way that artificial artists do
Operas, let's get them tweaked
How talented, you like the weird version, I like it too

Smiled at me, you sweet heartthrob
I never worked with you, but who the hell cares
Very little do you know about me
Same little do I know about you

Hilariously creative I presume
What do you think, I'm not any less
The fun was all over the place, subways and lounges
Oops I don't know how to tell you how much I enjoyed

I'll befriend you later so don't get me wrong
Negative sentiments, it's better they're all gone
Go home, nice weekend evenings
That tiny iPod Shuffle you asked me about
Remember it, 'coz I'll probably keep it for another run

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  • Feb 10 Fri 2006 11:40
我被囚禁在這一方小小的監獄裡
看得十分清楚誰在門外窺視探聽
我亟欲伸手向外求援
有的送來食物茶水
有的走來點一點頭
遞上一支羽毛筆
或從門縫塞進幾張白紙皺摺

其實我並不絕望
只是
原來最希冀的活躍靈魂
也漸漸失去了純真光采
我感到非常空虛
是不是我投諸太多想像在別人身上
替他們畫上原本沒有的光環

我渴望在高處交會的奇遇
一個接一個 千帆皆不是
漸漸地放棄分析
不如閉上眼睛胡亂塗繪
也許完成的剎那 會被穿鑿成自己也不解的一廂雷動山搖

我越來越飢餓 越來越口渴
需要的只是清水卻得到一瓶又一瓶鮮紅的血
複雜的靈魂 簡單的心
理解無法達成
發見令人難以妥協
每一個國度都虛偽 每一滴心血都世俗
平價的論述 賣的也只不過是另一層面具而已

是嗎
我能夠拔高站在不勝寒的山頂上嗎
倦怠被誤解成認同
離開被揣測為平靜
等待有多長 全忘了以往的無為理智
炙熱 又何須壓抑
我點亮黑夜裡這一抹又一抹的跳噬火焰
至幾千幾百旋轉散落
炭塊蒼白 你的臉漸漸消失
也不枉燃燒這熊熊一回

給我轟隆的節奏聲
我知道你不允許我乾枯死去
會的 無底的井尚不能解我心中的渴
我想我必須不眠好幾夜
且你會伴我的罷
到那時掙脫便不需解鎖
我也不回頭憎惡從前錯誤嘗試的活屍死靈們
沒有生命 這世界平板如紙 啞然叫人不忍傾聽
很燙 我的心 會自己逆行划過水草船骸
抿嘴冷笑 別說邪惡生了根

直言鄙視也好 不敢近步也好
囚禁而成 無風無雨卻狂暴不堪
因太過狹小而燃燒 一概夷平摧毀之怨怒鬼魅

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When you are worshipped and iconized
You feel extremely lonely
They love you, they mean it
You know that
And you appreciate it
But it creates this big ironic void in you

Devastated

I have long stopped asking questions
Because I don't know the answers to them
Perhaps it is a wise thing you still do
So let me know
Once you reach that
Faraway neverland you were always dreaming to go

I am tired of all the judgements
They either didn't understand or never wanted to
I am bound to struggle, so stop guessing
Just give me another patch of darkness
And I'll gladly stitch my disquiet on its skin

Your insecurity can never be cured
But that doesn't mean you should ever be misunderstood
Crowds flock to see how gorgeous you are
I stand in line, secretly wondering how many of them
Really cared about your devouring soul
You tell me
Am I being simply foolish
Or too illusively exaggerating

I have long given up conforming
Because I know I've got no place to go
Perhaps it is a wise thing you gave up even earlier
So let me know
Once you realize what truly lies between conformation and taking the call

It's hard to tell whether
They care about you or they are just using you
Although from what I see, the tension deserves to be forgiven
'Coz they hurt you in the ways they didn't mean to

There is so much I borrowed from you
Like you reside within me
Are you devastated
So am I
You can't read anything from my face
I can't either, there is nothing there
In this darkness you rest and I go to sleep
So let's keep longing
Because it is a beautiful thing to do

Please keep longing
You know it's a beautiful thing to do


- My tribute to all those sensitive souls, including mine.
- Inspired by Robbie Williams' "Advertising Space", "Come Undone", and "The Road to Mandalay".

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I guess I better forget
All that happened between us
I always thought it was something special
That irreplacible, strikingly deep resonance

I should stop picturing you
On these ordinary days
It is not fair to you anyway
You are just a symbol that I use
To pull myself out of this messy life

I should just tell you how I feel
About you, even if it's only an illusion
The truth is I can never find the language
To say it, so I remained silent for countless times

What is it like, your sleepless nights
Are you happier now or still savoring your old wounds
Trapped in the maze you set up for yourself
Never meant to hurt your self esteem to help
But I do hope I was there sitting with you into the dark

I am a dumb poet
Who can never say things right
Guess I've come to realize
It was the best thing for me too
That I met you in this restless city
I know you couldn't read my face
Me neither, there was not even anything there
I stopped asking questions because I didn't know the answers
Perhaps it is a wiser thing that you still do

What am I to you
Does it make sense I ask you this
What will I be to you
Do you ever want to know the opposing answer
Why am I still awake now
Just because I sent a brief greeting over the internet
Or because I've been looking for you all over the place
But you are always beyond my reach, whoever you turn into
So I turned back and went to sleep

Not long, it will be
You know
Before the night falls
And I get forgetful
Forgetful about sorrow
Forgetful about you

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  • Nov 07 Mon 2005 15:57
  • 以為

以為是命定的愛戀
乍醒終見 模糊幻影輾轉自迷

一廂情願 不認為有誰能拯救
我的心悄悄的往寒冷的地方蜿蜒而去
穿上鮮豔的衣裳
踮起腳尖輕輕起舞

剎時
手上便多了一方晶瑩剔透的拓印
我反手將它珍藏進胸臆裡

啊 如此難以捉摸的活潑跳動
將在我的沈靜之下溫馴

再不會 再不會如初初相遇一般
搆不著彼此的衣角
仍是淘氣的 抓不住未來的
相錯的 愉悅的遲疑的
欲自戀欲令人追逐 樁樁欣喜


這廂火滅 那廂燈起
只有慧黠我知
識 這麼的那麼的無可預言的 小巧的抽象的多稜多角的
亦全在這切切私語啊 如星閃耀的雙眸之間

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  • Oct 10 Mon 2005 13:01
  • 偷看

喜歡
自己的名字出現在別人文章裡的感覺

一點小小的虛榮

街上橘色南瓜的裝扮
太天真 不很搭配全黑的可怖面具
櫥窗外 手牽手甜蜜走過的俊美同性臉龐
很幸福 不如窗內對比之矛盾

曾幾何時
要偷看與否
變得不再令人猶豫

我畏懼像公園裡那樣純淨美好的愛情
因為它輕盈得不易停留
霓虹燈下怪異顏色的調酒 畢竟
感覺真實些 可親些

上天在跟我說話麼
是否已經完成祂的給予
我信 然而冬天裡的菸味
怎又如此令人懷念

是吧 你的確是
在了解我之前就盲目的退出了

我自己一個人轉圈圈
累了便躲進熟悉的茶香裡
我應在某個迷濛的夜晚獨酌那瓶紅酒
就能想起一小時以外的溫暖指尖

那 麼 只 好

強自壓抑想偷看的衝動
悄悄地問 失焦的未來
這樣不明不安
我與那人 或遠或近的那人 到底相會與否 又在謎般的何時何地

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